Name: Beka
Birth Date: June 9th
Age: 15
Country of Origin: Ummmm well I was born in Japan but unfortunately most would consider the US my country of origin, ick.
Town Born In: Hehehe have fun guessing that one

Race/Ancestry: Oh boy, one of the hardest questions to give me! Let's see.....Japanese, Korean (both), Chinese, Mongolian, Finnish, British, German, Russian, Brazilian, French Canadian, Black Foot Native American, Sioux Native American, and I think I'm missing one....don't ask how all this fits inside this body cause I have no clue, it's just what the damn doctors told me....all five

Religion: Christian Pentacostal

Height: 5'2
Eye Color: A kinda golden-amber with gold....that scarily enough can turn a bright reddish orange if I turn my head
Hair Color and Style: Naturally black that faded to a deep almost mahogany brown before going to a golden brown, it changed from black to brown when I moved to the US (another reason to hate this place)
Skin Tone: Originally I was a rich honey color....now I'm nearly ghostly white (wow guess what, this happened when I moved to the US oh my god can you believe that *note major sarcasm*)
Tattoos: Don't have any as of yet. But I plan on getting at least two in the near future, all I got to do is design them.
Eye-Sight: I really don't know how to explain my eyes. Well lets see, my right eye has beyond perfect eyesight but because of an accident years back my left eye can be....troublesome, it decided from day to day whether or not I'm going to have peripheral vision.

Names/Screen-Names You Go By: Name-wise I respond to: Beka (no Becky), Brat (don't ask, it's a really long story), Bek, Rekka, Mioko, Lars (another really long story), Niten, Oni, and I think that's it, well other than the occasional Bitch thrown in there...
Screen-name wise: Obviously The-Blackest-Gray, BlackBloodFaery, BlackFlameWeirm, BlackFlamePheonix, NativeBeauty, ShroudedInBlack, and a few others that I forget (don't ask about any of them, my friends make them for me)

Explain Your Username: Hehe my bestest friend/twinsee got me into dA and since my computer is a major bitch most of the time, I let her make it for me...won't ever regret it either I like it so eh.

Explain Your Icon: The icon explains it really. I LOVE MY LARS!!!!!!!!

How Would You Describe Your Personality?: Oh wow....I take back the comment on my Race/Ancestry being the most difficult. These thing just love being hard. Alrighty, my personality. Well I guess it varies depending on who I'm with. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying I'm two-faced. I just only let certain people see a certain...depth, I guess you could say, of my person. When I barely know you, I'm the quiet, anti-socially type of person. I gage how you react to things, what type of person you are, and anything else like that. After knowing you for awhile, I open up more, I become a little more talkative and let my hyper-active self show through. And when I finally begin to trust you, that's when you are doomed. You get to see my hyperness to the extreme, my weirdness, and almost every little quirk I have. Now when I trust you with my life, no with my entire being, that's when you have me. When someone can weasel their way past all the masks, all the barriers, and every defense I put up...that's when you not only get to see all the afore mentioned things but also my insecurities, the reasons behind the way I am. You get a friend for life, a shoulder to lean on, a person who may not understand what's wrong but will take any blow you throw at her, once you've taken my trust to that level you have an unshakable shelter, who can only hope for the same in return.

How Would Other People Describe You?: Hehe wow this is interesting. Well to others, I really am two-faced, at least in their opinion. I'm lesbian and a freak, which just to clarify things, I AM NOT..well the lesbian part anyways. I'm the nerd, the one who doesn't speak, the emo, the bitch, the whore....I've been called almost every name on this planet. Either it's because of who I become friends with or because I'm a tomboy. Sometimes it's because of my health, both psychological and physical.

Are You Afraid of Anything/Have Any Phobias?: Afraid of things, well there is many. Like my fear of spiders (only tiny ones, the large ones though are a different story, I love them). Now phobias, I can only think of three. In order, they are A) failing my friends, B) failing myself, and C) being trapped in a cage, not just in the literal sense either.

What’s your favorite physical feature about yourself?: Do I even have a favorite physical feature.....ummmm I guess I'd have to say my eyes. Now I'm not trying to be conceited but I know I have nice eyes. I've been told this by many people and I've noticed myself.

What’s your most hated physical feature about yourself?: My most hated...is there just one? Oh boy, well my most hated feature...hmmm...I think it's my stomach. And NO I do not mean in an anorexic way. I have nothing against anorexics, it's your choice and I'll support whatever you do, but it's just not for me. I am about forty pounds over weight and I have trouble losing it. Truthfully, it's not really noticeable sometimes but I know it's there and it pisses me off.

Do you have any physical disabilities/ailments?: I used to have a lot of physical disabilities. Like my hearing, it's still bad but it's been getting better, just like my eyesight. Also there is my knee, hip, ankle, shoulders, and occasionally my wrists act up again. The only really bad ailment that still decides to visit every once in awhile is a funky thing I've had since I was little. When I loose my voice, it's not because of allergies or a cold. I just loose it and if I'm not careful and drink constantly I end up coughing up blood. It's actually made my voice drop a couple of octaves.....weird I know but nobody knows what's causing it, and it hasn't really happened for a few years so I actually forgot about it until this question.

Do you have any SPECIAL/FREAKY Abilities 8D?: Well if you include the uncanny ability to do the same exact thing at the same exact time as your best friend even though you are about four towns away, then yes I have a freaky ability. Special abilities....hmmmm I used to be able to draw amazingly but my skills have sadly gone down, same with my musical skills. I guess I have a special ability with animals, especially wild ones. I actually can get right up to them and pet most of them, and some animals that are known to hurt people calm down near me. I have that affect on some people too.

Do you have any allergies?: HA oh boy do I have allergies. Did you know that it's possible to be allergic to the mineral nickel, to be allergic to aloe, or seriously allergic to mosquitoes (like to the point where the bite swells up to the size of an American dollar bill) or pine, or citric acid, or other simple things like that? Well now you do cause I am. There are a couple medications too, I can't really think of them at the moment.

Are you the first, middle, last, or only child? And who are your siblings?: Well I have no full blood relatives, only half or step and I think I still have a few that aren't even really my family anymore (they were related through marriage on my father's side and well marriage and him never really worked). I guess I would be the fifth to last youngest. But that might be changing soon, there is a rumor going around in my family that there is gonna be a huge divorce going on.

How many cousins do you have? Big family?: Ummm, how the hell do I keep count of this. Oh boy....um let's see she has ten kids, he's got six, he's got nine, and the list keeps going on like that.....if I do a quick estimate I'd say anywhere from 130 to 270, so I got a HUGE family.

Do you WANT to have children? If so how many?: Not really. I mean if I ever find the guy that I actually trust enough to marry and have kids with than there is a possibility of one popping out but no more than that....I think. See I don't see myself getting married and having kids. I know I am capable, hell I got at least two already asking. It's just me and my trust issues.

What was your dream job when you were a kid?: Well when I was younger I really wanted to be a vet.

What is your dream job now?: I want to be a signed and touring metal artist in a full band before a certain age (sound familiar if you've read Taishikanakerashii's) and the world will end a very slow painful death after years of torture....just cause I say so and it'd be fun. And if that doesn't fall through, which it better, then I still have the dream of being a vet.

What are your current responsibilities?: Um well I have to take care of my sister, and any other family member that decides to drop by, clean my room (with a threat of death if it's not done at least once a week), clean the kitchen (under a threat of a very painful death if not finished each day), take care of the animals, including the human ones, and keep good grades. There are a few others but I'm not going to go into that...let's just say it involves keeping family peace...even if it means causing all of them major pain.


FOOD!

What item of food would you eat the most of?: Um well I'd say it's a tie between steak (any kind) and hot and sour soup.

What is your favourite flavour ever?: Ugh ask the hard question.......uh I'd say raspberry and chocolate.....

Do you like Meat?: I could not live without my meat, so that's a HELL FRICKIN' YEAH.

What do you usually eat for Breakfast?: Sadly for my stomach and me I rarely ever have time to eat breakfast.

What is your favourite dinner meal?: Oh boy bring out the good stuff. Hmmm, I'd say either an Oriental or Greek style salad as an appetizer/beginner. A good hot and sour soup obviously for the soup. A well cooked salmon...or perhaps a good Asian style beef strip plate (in some places it's called Bogolgi)...hmmmmm maybe some good sticky rice with a portion of Asian styled pork and sushi, and for desert....oh boy, um I'd say either a good dish of black rasperry ice cream with hot fudge and chocolate sprinkles or a warm apple cobbler.

What cuisines do you like best?: Asian, Italian, and Mexican.

What foods do you HATE?: Baked beans, cheese, and peas. I will literally gag and puke if I eat some of these to much. Even if I don't know they're in the food I puke.

What food can you not resist?: Good Japanese style spicy sushi.

What would be your last meal?: hmmmm probably just something simple like sushi....although I'd rather have my whole favorite meal as my last.

Do you like any ‘freaky’ food combinations?: What you mean like ice cream with pickles and stuff like that? Then yes I do believe I've got some funky stuff for food combinations.

CLOTHING/STYLE

What is your general fashion style? (eg: punk, glam, sporty, girly etc): Normally I'd be seen with the natural grunge goth clothing or the nu-goth, or something among those lines. But sadly my closet of clothes got lost when I moved so now I have to wear whatever my grandmother buys me, which means preppy clothing though I have nothing against the style..it's just not me.

What item of clothing do you wear the most?: My brown cargos or just a pair of super old super faded jeans, and a Metallica T-shirt. A pair of my Airwalks, though I have recently acquired a good pair of Converse All Stars. I used to always wear my black wrist band....but that got lost....also there was one necklace that could never be taken from my person, not even in my sleep, without the penalty of death...but it's nearly broken so that's in a safe storage spot. And now in semi-replacement I where an old silver ring (which was given to me by the same person as the necklace and one that I am unfortunately allergic to).

How much of your skin do you like to show/cover up?: Um well I don't like showing off any of my skin really. Unless I know you, and I know you well, I don't usually take off my zip up hoodie...even in the heat of summer.

What items of jewelry do you wear most?: The item of jewelry I wear most often now is my ring but every once in awhile I will take out the necklace. One of them is always on, and if not on then it's in my pocket.

What item can you NOT leave your house without?: My MP3. I'd die without it. It keeps me sane while I'm with other people, it calms me when I'm pissed of to the point where other people can tell (which is really really hard) and it's just an all around thing I can't live very easily without. I'd go even more insane.

Hair up or Hair down?: I love my hair down but it's not often that it is, just cause it gets in the way and I actually have a fear of putting it down ever since I caught lice one time in 3rd grade.


LIFE STYLE

What time do you usually wake up?: 5 sharp on school days (weekdays), and about 7 on weekends. In the summer who gives a shit, I'll be dead to the world until 3 in the afternoon.

What time do you usually go to sleep?: I wish I was able to sleep before 11:00 every night but I can't. If I try I end up being up even later than I would be if I just waited until then. So I can usually be found awake anywhere from 11:30PM to 2:30AM.

How often do you bathe/shower?: Bathe never, shower every night, though I only wash my hair every other day.

Do you exercise regularly?: As often as possible. I always manage to get at least 30 minutes every other day.

How often do you go out drinking?: I never go out drinking any more. I've made a promise to not go out drinking until he comes back, so I only have a tiny glass of a good red wine or maybe a beer once in a great while.

What do you do most in your spare time?: Hang out here on dA, write, play instruments, sing, fantasize about being a famous touring metal artist, fantasize about men, hang with my friends, take walks, read, and of course, I create!

Name your hobbies: I wish I could do what I want for hobbies but NO guys say girls can't be mechanics and can't know what the hell they're doing on a car. Well I say screw you men, I probably know more than you do (at least for some of you out there). Other than that it's just reading, drawing, and practicing my fingers off with my guitar.

How many pets have you had in your life?: You are actually asking this question?! Wow you are one brave soul. I've had at least 20 cats that were all my own, 6 dogs again all my own, 3 fish but those are also my sisters, 2 bunnies one of which was just mine, 7 hamsters all mine, 1 horse that was all mine, 3 snakes before they disappeared, 2 ferrets, 3 mice, 2 rats, 12 birds, and 1 iguana...I think that's all....ummm oh wait no I also had 1 chinchilla.

How many houses have you lived in, in your life?: Damn....um......let's count.....shit I ran out of fingers and toes, could I borrow yours? Yeah I've lost count.

What sort of ‘vehicle’ do you own?: None right now, though if the law would let me claim the stuff in my great-grandfather's will I'd have a nice Mustang. And once I get my driver's license I'll have my great-grandmother's car....I can't remember what it is at the moment.

What’s your current job?: .....Nothing at the moment, though I'm going to be working with my mom at her work this summer.


YOUR FAVOURITE...?

Color(s): Well apparently to others black isn't a color and gray is just a tone, so I'd have to go with midnight blue, lightning/electric blue, a deep teal, blood red, silver, and a few others that I can't remember the exact name to.

Animal: Anything with sharp pointy fangs really. I'd say an arctic wolf is my absolute favorite, then comes the fox, snow leopard, snake, tiger, and an Arabian horse (completely out of the fang category but oh well I love them)

Season: Autumn. Without a doubt. I hate the cold, I'm partially anemic so I don't take well with it, and the New England summers are way to humid (now if it were a dry heat like in Arizona summer would be my favorite).

Scenery: This is really specific, but any nature scene will do. Alright my favorite scenery is: A large meadow enclosed by a dense forest of maples, oaks, and a few white birches, that is dotted with the deep reds of Japanese maple trees and the light pinks of the Sakura trees and in the center is a glistening pool of beautiful bone-chilling water. Wild life heard every where and no and I mean NO sign of human inhabitants anywhere. I know that this place can't really exist anymore not with how humans are now over populating the earth but it's still a nice dream.

Plant/Flower: I'm tied between tiger-lilies and lilacs. Although lady-slippers aren't far behind. Even though I am a complete tomboy I have a love of certain flowers.

Sweet/Treat: Black raspberry ice cream with whip cream drizzled in hot fudge and sprinkled with chocolate gimmies.

Game: Hmmm don't really know.

Sport: Football and street hockey. Now understand this, I hate watching the professional stuff, on the streets of a town or city is where the fun really is. I don't play light either, none of this two-hand touch crap or restricted from slapshots.

Shop: Hot Topic, Spencer’s, random stores, and FYE for my music. I don't really care where I get clothes, with my limited budget (more like none existent) I learn to deal with what I can get. As long as it fits, both on my person and for my personality, I'll wear it.

Brand: None. There really isn't one I like, it's just a grab that it's comfortable brand for me.

Cultures: I don't really know. I've never really lived with just one, so I can't say there is any single one for me, I'm a mix.

Town/City: Jeez.....um well I'd love to go to Helsinki again, for many reasons. Kyoto and Tokyo are fun to. Quebec wasn't bad either. There really isn't a single one, again I'm a mix.

Style of Music: O.= METAL METAL METAL METAL METAL METAL METAL METAL. All genres and subgenres of metal. Every last one (but my favorite happens to be thrash/heavy, especially from the 80s) Is that clear enough? But I’m not just a metalhead, mind you. I like some rock, as long as it’s not mainstream crud, unless it’s 80s mainstream. I like classical, neo-classical, jazz, blues, international, and even bluegrass.

Favourite Songs: You really wanna sit through this? I’m surprised you’re still here, anyway. This is a long-ass meme. But, if I may shorten it a little: every Metallica song EVER. I can’t choose. A lot of Whitesnake songs are on my fav list, especially “Fool for your Lovin’” and “Is this Love?” Many Europe songs are up there, like “Open your Heart” and “Cherokee.” Then you have every Children of Bodom song ever, and tons and tons more, like stuff by Unsun and Charon and Testament and Ozzy and Black Sabbath and Kataklysm and Tarot and Deep Purple and Entwine and Amon Amarth and Seether and Evanescence and oh God this is getting longer by the second so I’ll stop there. If you want more just ask. (wow I didn't even have to change this....Thanks Sam for doing it for me XP)

Favourite Movies: damn....um well Dances with Wolves, LotR, and any other movie that actually has good graphics.

Favourite TV Shows: Um, House M.D. And before they cut two of my favorite characters I liked CSI.

Favourite Books: WAY too many to count. I love to read.

Favourite Ships/Pairings: uh… If I may be awkward for a moment, I like *coughJamesxLarscough*. I'm not really a shipper type of person, I just go for whatever seems good at the time.

Favourite Place to Holiday/Visit: My favorite places in the world right now that I’ve been to are the TD Banknorth Gardens in Boston, Sam's house (as simple as that may be), and the simpleness of any hidden area of woods (which means me getting lost in the woods and loving every single moment of it).

Favourite Place to Relax/Feel Free: The only places I can really say are like that are my own mind and my twinsees house.

IDEALS FOR THE OPPOSITE SEX

Height: Anywhere starting from my height to well I guess 6 foot. Of course I really don't care for height, it's all in the personality and if I can see myself trusting you.

Weight: Anywhere from 145 to, like, 210, depending on the height-weight ratio (Thanks again Sam for doing this for me.....it's all going to be the same except for a few things huh?)

Body Shape: Well, typically, I go for scrawny, or lightly toned, or even pudgy. Pudgy guys make me think of teddy bears...but usually I only go for pudge in the mid-section, not anywhere else. Still, again, if you’re an amazing person, then it really doesn’t matter. But this is like, the averaged out version of what I’ve found myself attracted to. Muscle men don’t interest me at all. At least not overly visible muscles. Like I said, toned.

Hair Colour/Style: I've noticed I'm attracted to those with darker hair colors, like blacks or browns, though there are the few exceptions that are blonde.

Eye Colour: My all time favorites are blue and gray. But, who cares, if the person rocks? Although the all time best that will attract me like a moth to light is the three toned eyes I've seen. You know the eyes that are rimmed in blue with green around the pupil but have a brownish gold in the center seemingly linking the colors flawlessly. Yeah those eyes, the ones that are so very rarely seen or noticed.

Style: We have to be compatible. This means, while I’m not against preps or “jocks,” I gravitate 99% of the time to metalheads and/or “Goths.” The other one percent throws me at a grunger or stoner.

Personality Traits: This list could be very long. But, typically, I like a guy who can make me laugh, and shares a sense of humor along similar lines as mine. I’d also like to make him laugh. The guy should like to goof off and be crazy with friends, but should also know when to go completely serious and handle things with an iron fist. He should be casual, generally friendly, but not afraid to show his emotions publicly or dramatically. Or, at the very least, to me (even though I’m good about reading people). He should have an open mind, and should have the capacity to be romantic or sensual without being sappy. Overall, though, he must be able to multitask- I need someone who can be my lover, my confidant, and my best friend.
(yep Sam that was pretty much exactly the same!)


WHAT'S THE LAST...?

Time You Laughed: With one of my three best friends about an hour ago (5 pm) when we were outside talking about playing guitar and realized we were sitting on the sidewalk in the exact same position.

Cried: I haven't really cried, like bawled my eyes out cried, in a very VERY long time. I've lost the capability to do that when I cried for exactly four years, seven months, two weeks, and two days. (Don't ask unless you really know me and even then be careful it's a touchy subject. Sam you already know, you just didn't know this part). So now I only let a few tears fall every once in awhile.

Screamed: Ten minutes ago when I fell down the stairs....again. This house is trying to kill me.

Shared: Today, when I let my twinsee have some of my lemonade.

The Last Person You Talked To: Does the weird voice in my head count.....well if not than my dog, though that's not much better huh?

Person To Call You: My twinsee.

Person You Yelled At: My sister for pushing me down the stairs (my sister is in on the killing too).

Person You Told Them You Loved: That was a long time ago. I'll say it jokingly to friends, but I seriously doubt I'll ever be able to say it again. The last three people I've said that to and meant it have all died cause of that. (again don't ask it's a touchy subject)

Time you acted childish: Hehe....like a few hours ago....with my twinsee.

Food You’ve Eaten: Grilled chicken. We just bought a grill and it's like 'gotta break it in'

Book You’ve Read: um some book called Digital Fortress. For a simple book it was pretty good, not one of my normal reading but I just needed something for the MCAS.

Shop You Entered: Dunkin' Donuts counts right?

Thing You Regret Doing: Giving my trust to someone I knew would eventually rip it to shreds.

Thing You Watched on TV: Don’t know.

Comment You Squee-d Over: The thought I had earlier that I never got to share with my twinsee that involves drumsticks and our men.

Person You Mentally Hugged: Lars Ulrich....and Kirk.....and Fr...er....Rob.......and James....but mainly Lars.

Thing You Wrote? (other than this meme): A new story I've been working on....that I've lost....and can't find.

Thing You Drew: Gin Ichimaru.....wait no I've done simple little doodles on my school work.....

Thing you read: guitar tab.


CAN YOU...?

Do a Handstand: Yep but it ends painfully.

Raise One Eyebrow and Not The Other: All the time!

Dance: Not really, though I can a bit.

Sing: Not to good, though if Sam reads this I'm going to get hit for saying that even though it's true.

Whistle: I don’t have a very good whistling range, but yes.

Cook: Not to save my life....unless it's something Asian then there is a good chance of me getting it right.

Speak a Different Language: Yes, well no. I used to know Japanese, Chinese, Korean, and Finnish. But when there is nobody to speak with in those languages, a person tends to forget.

Do Any Magic Tricks: I can make things burst into flames. And I'm not kidding about this either, ask Sam.

Use Power Tools: Yep. ^^ I like them.

Write a Resume: Yes.

Rollerblade: I’m rusty, but I think I can still do it.

Skateboard: Tried, failed, still trying.

Surf: Yeah if you want me to be fish food.

Navigate: Pretty well, yeah.

Survive in the Wild: Easily. Done it before.

Survive Without Your Cell Phone: I use it, but that doesn’t mean I like it. So, sure, I could go forever without it.

Survive Without Your Internet: Yep. Done it lots before. Can do it again. The internet is not the key to life, people. There is such as thing as human interaction and conversation.

RANDOMLY

What are you wearing right now?: Eeyore night pants and my bloody Metallica T-shirt.

How do you feel right now?: Tired but hyper if that is even possible.

Did you brush your teeth today D<?: Yep.

One RANDOM Fact About You: Now that I've reread everything I've written, I realize just how bad my trust issues are and how it's going to affect my life. And how I'm still waiting for one guy to find my trust and fix and hold it and never break it.